AGORAPHOBIA (I Cannot Get Out): A Poem

I cannot get out of this place,
It's moving and we won't stop for hours,
My body freaks out in a shock.

I cannot get out of this place,
It's 30,000 feet up
And stopping is not an option.
The end is near.

I cannot get out of this place,
I have to step over people in my row,
I'm trapped in this chair.
My body freezes in a cold fright.
I cannot get out.

I cannot get out of this place,
The teacher is speaking
And it would be rude to get up.
My head spins in misery.

I cannot get out of this place,
There's people all around me and my heart is pounding.
Will I make a big scene?
I cannot get out.

Will I shake?
Will I pass out?
Will I run out of energy?
Will I lose control?
We shall see, because I cannot get out.

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